Shouldn't I be happy ? shouldn't be I happy for you? Why I don't feel this way. I have done what i have suppose to do but it make me more regret because I wish i didn't tell you at all.

Sometimes being too honest isn't good at all.

I spoiled a group of friends and I feel nothing but pain. Time doesn't stop ticking , I need to be stronger but no I can't do it. I am stupid , stupid enough to treat every single people the same way that no one ever find out I treat another individual special.

I am a fool , totally a fool.

I am dawned to what i am suppose do but all i can feel is pain.