It's killing me.
Every time , I need to tell myself. Is alright and don't bother much with it and pretend it's okay. It's like taking a knife stabbing oneself as I know it is not right for me but it's the only right thing to do.
I am never tired but I am just too tired to pretend more. I am tired to find excuses to make myself alright while what I felt is not alright.
